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Pagi.Di opis.Lepas brekfres.Mase cuci tgn kat sinki.Aunty Marie,makcik pembuat kopi diopis menegur.Katanya:
Aunty: Eh Akma.U nampak gumok la skarang.Apa pasal?Dulu badan u kurus tau tak gumok ini macam.
Aku: A ah Aunty.I tau i gumok skarang.I makan byk la Aunty.Byk sgt.....
Aunty: Ya lah.U pakai itu jeans lagi nampak u gumok.Tamau kurus balik ke?
Aku: Em.Nnt la Aunty.Skarang hati byk senang.So saya sgt suka makan.Hehe..
Ops.Smpkan Aunty Marie pun bole perasan aku gemok.Canner.Obvious sgt perut berlipat lipat dan boyot,paha mcm kayu balak,pipi londeh dan jatuh.Eh over.Ngadu kat boifren.Boifren kate:
"Eh elok la tu.Maintain je body kau skarang.Kasi mantap,gebu,montok.Nnt aku kasi kau makan byk2.Aku mmg suke kasi kau makan.Dan aku suke tgk kau makan"
Tak membantu langsung.Die ingat aku tong sampah ke nak sumbat macam2?Nnt nak kawen badan bini cam tong beras.Canner?Nak ngaku bini ker? *motif emo.Hahaha.Aku nak kasi berisi sikit je tapi terover bajet plak.Tapi seb baik ade satu supplement kesihatan ni.Dpt mengekalkan tubuh langsing dan memantapkan badan.Apakah itew?Nnt yer.Dah beli.Dah makan.Dah nampak hasil.Baru aku promote kat sini.Sblm tu kasi aku cantekkan badan dan muka dulu *ops cantik ke?
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Saket perot
Adeh.Sakit bener perutku inih.Pastinya gara2 memakan pisang goreng dikala tgh hari tadi.Haih.Nyesal yaamats.Smp ke mlm sakitnya.
Kerjaan diopis byk skals.Tiada masa berlibur.Pagi hanya cek emel dan baca utusan.Lelain masa hanya kerjaan.Bila tiada kerja,mau buat kerja.Dah ada kerja,mau berehat.Manusia ini tidak pernah merasa cukup kan?Ke cukup2 lah?Hentah.
Keadaan diri sudah bertenang selepas menerima perkhabaran tempoh hari.Sudah dibincang2 dan diatur2.Gumbira?Sedih?Ragu?Garu?M cm2.Bertambah tambah kupu2 di dlm perut bile pk.Harap2 semuanya baik2 aja.(Bagi org2 itu yg dah tahu,senyap2 aja ok?Saya segan.Hik.)
Saya sudah ngantok.Saya mau tiduran.Besok kembali membuat kerjaan German itu.Haish.Bile mau kaya inih?
Ehem..
Menerima perkhabaran gembira menjelang tahun baru hijrah ini.Alhamdulillah.Abob senyum smp ke telinga.Aku?Garu garu.Ragu ragu.Bersediakah aku?
*dah terlepas angka 28482 visit links ke blog aku.Mungkin semalam.Mungkin hari ni.Tau2 dah 28500.Huhu.
Selamat Menyambut Tahun Baru Hijrah 1428
Alhamdulillah.1 Muharram 1428 menjelma.Diharap tahun ini membawa sinar baru dlm kehidupan dan semoga kita akan berhijrah ke arah yg lebih baik dan lebih sempurna.Insyaallah.
Lately, kadar kerjaan yg bertimbun di opis membantutkan usaha utk menghapdet blog.Malah tak sempat juga menyinggah blog rakan2 lantaran kerjaan dr German itu harus pantas disiapkan.Tanggungjawap perlu diutamakan.Btol?
Kelmarin, rakan seopis membuat tawaran kpd sesiapa saja di opis utk menderma kain baju,buku2 atau apa2 saja kepada mangsa banjir di Johor.Setiap sumbangan itu akan dihantar kepada News Straits Times (NST) dan akan ditapis sblm diberi kpd mangsa2 banjir disana.Saya mengambil peluang itu utk mendermakan baju2 lama saya yg sudah tidak dipakai (tak pasti saya ini semakin membesar atau sebaliknya.hiks) Setelah ditapis dan dipilih, maka penuhlah 1 kotak dgn bbrp helai t-shirt,seluar dan tudung.Malah 1 kotak lagi dipenuhi dgn majalah2 dan buku2.Mana2 mukasurat yg saya rasa berguna (recipe dan kesihatan SAHAJA) saya potong dan disimpan di dalam fail.Saya harap sumbangan saya sedikit sebanyak dpt meringankan beban mangsa2 disana.Masa ini masa mereka.Masa saya nnt,ntah bila.Semoga mereka tabah menghadapi dugaan Allah.
Dan smlm ada peristiwa gempar berlaku.Bie missing in action!Jenuh dipanggil2 dan dicari2 namun tiada.Jenuh dipikir dimana mungkin Bie berada.Di bilek tidur?Tiada.Di toilet?Tiada.Di dapur?Tiada?Di bilek2?Tiada.Di balkoni?Tiada.Oh mane Bie?Cari di luar rumah.Juga tiada.Hm.Berfikir panjang.Rewind semula kejadian 30 minit yg lalu.Saya pulang.Bie ada.Saya naik bilek.Bie turut naik bilek.Jujus ke rumah.Jujus main ngan Bie.Saya beri mereka makan.Bie makan sekali.Saya keluar membawa kotak yg berat.Tak pasti dimana Bie.Mungkinkah Bie mengikut saya keluar?Mungkin juga.Lalu saya mencari diluar rumah.Dibawah.Didepan.Tiada.Hm.Kemana dia?Setelah usaha gagal.Saya naik kerumah.Berfikir fikir lagi.Jaa balik.Ajak Jaa mencari.Tiba2 Jaa berkata "Kau dah carik dlm stor?" Eh blom kata saya.Bila saya bukak pintu stor,tercongok si Bie di dlm stor! "Eh bile mase kau ade dlm stor ni?Aku panggil2 kenape kau tak berbunyik?Mengiau pun tidak?Jenuh aku carik kau merata rata" Ok aku hairan bagaimana Bie bole masuk dlm stor.Sbb mase aku masukkan makanan dlm stor,aku perasan Bie diatas kusi.Cemane aku bole salah pandang?Dan si Bie ni pulak,tak berbunyik langsung.Nak kate mengiau pun idak,menguis pintu pun tidak,senyap je die duduk dlm tu.Seb baik aku bukan la jenis yg cepat panik ataupun gelabah (sesekali ade kot) Lek2 cool jer.Panik2 susah nak pk.So skarang ni gi memane je aku kene make sure dedue tu ade.Sbb pagi tadi,mase aku nak gi keje,aku nmpk kelibat ekor Cek Beng yg kembang mcm penyapu tu kat balkoni.Aku panggil2 die tak kuar.Sah!Die terkurung kat luar.Aku bukak sliding door lalu tercongok si Cek Beng mundar mandir dibalkoni.Haih.Seb baik die tak buat cubaan berani mati dgn memanjat atau terjun dr balkoni.Haha.Haih.Comel la mereka itu.Geram.*tunjal pale Cek Beng ngan Bie.
Malamnyer bermain badminton bersama Bombe dan Baguk.Abob join sekali.Mase pulang dr bermain badminton:
Aku: Aku byk makan la skarang.Perut berlapis lapis.Paha mengembang.Segalanya kembang.Kuat makan aku skarang.
Abob: Buat la yoga.Kasi mantap pape patut.
Aku: Kau buat la sit-up.Kecik sket perut tu.
Abob: Eh aku buat aper.Pagi2 aku buat.
Aku: So ukur lilit perut kau dah kurang ke ni?
Abob: Erm.Masih cam dulu.Haha.
Aku: Ceh.Takde makna.
Jadi besok Sabtu.Cuti.Tidak bekerja.Duduk rumah.Tiada plan ke mana2.Malas.Mau berehat.Mau basuh baju.Mau kemas bilek.Mau kemas rumah.Mau bermanja dgn anak2.Mau tidur sepuas puasnya.Mau main Agatha Christie smp abes.Mau..mau...mau ape lagi?Oh mau makan.Haha.Hidup utk makan kan?Eh.Makan utk hidup.
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Handbags a health hazard, women warned
TORONTO, Jan 16 (Reuters Life!) - With big handbags becoming a key fashion accessory for working women, health experts are warning they can also become a key health concern.
Bags for women have become bigger and heavier as designers combine briefcases with handbags and straps have become longer but the extra leverage has many patients complaining of neck, shoulder and back problems.
"I see so many women with neck pains and headaches and what I usually do is look for their purse and pick it up," said Jane Sadler, a family practice physician on the medical staff at Baylor Medical Center in Garland, Texas.
"We take it over to the scale and weigh it and usually they're anywhere from 7 to 10 pounds (3.1-4.5 kgs)...We're really going to see women with more and more problems later on if we continue the big purse craze."
William Case, a physical therapist in private practice in Houston, Texas, said an aggravated neck or shoulder can lead to upper back problems, meaning pain may then be felt while working at a computer or playing sports.
He urged designers "to place a cute, educational caution tag on all bags to inform of potential neck and shoulder dangers."
Above all, he recommended correct posture while carrying bulky purses, keeping the head and shoulders aligned upright. Patients should also frequently change the size and weight of purses carried.
"The extra-large purses are quite phenomenal. They look beautiful when the women wear them, but I don't know how aware they are of the potential problems," Case said.
"Massage, anti-inflammatories and rest are good to help alleviate the symptoms temporarily however the only real cure is patient education," case added in a written message to the American Physical Therapy Association.
Case said children were recommended to carry no more than 10-15 percent of their body weight in backpacks, which are effective at spreading loads carried, but fashion consultants say they just aren't cool any more.
"The trend is either very large or very small. People go to the gym, they have an extra pair of shoes, they have their make-up, so there's more stuff to carry around," said Ellen Campuzano, president of the Committee for Color and Trend, a fashion forecasting service.
"The backpack is really for a very casual customer, for a student with books, that is not a fashion customer."
Professor Alan Hedge, an ergonomics specialist at Cornell University in New York state, said similar health problems arose when laptops were first introduced.
Traditionally women adopted better postures for carrying loads, such as baskets on heads or strapping a papoose across the back, but placing objects on one shoulder was one of the least efficient ways of carrying a load.
"This causes a great imbalance. You only have to see people carrying bags in shopping centers, looking hunched up like Quasimodo," he said.
"If it (a big bag) is a fashion accessory, then occasional and symbolic use is fine. If not, then keep it light."
*ops.kene kurangkan barang2 dlm beg camni.kalo uols tak caya,click sini
Not In The Mood
Lately takde mood nak tulis blog.Takde cite nak share,takde kejadian menarek berlaku.Tapi ade something yg aku bace dr member aku nyer blog,something interesting.
5 Life Lessons
During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one:
"What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name?
I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one
"Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello."
I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.
2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain
She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached..
It read:
"Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night. The rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along. Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just before he passed away.. God bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving others."
Sincerely,
Mrs. Nat King Cole.
3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those who serve.
In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him.
"How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked.
"Fifty cents," replied the waitress.
The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it.
"Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired.
By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient.
"Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied.
The little boy again counted his coins.
"I'll have the plain ice cream," he said.
The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies..
You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.
4 - Fourth Important Lesson - The obstacle in Our Path.
In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way.
Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand!
Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.
5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts...
Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister.
I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it if it will save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded.
He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away".
Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her.
Surviving The Break-Up Blues
We all crash and burn.
Perhaps you’re kicking yourself for not seeing the signs. Maybe you feel like you’ve been played for the fool. Perhaps you did the dumping and are having second thoughts. Before you go and drop out of society or start buying Mint Chip Ice Cream by the pallet, think about what just happened. Maybe it was a blessing in disguise. Maybe you just got saved from living for decades with the wrong person. At the very least, you can be thankful that you are not a celebrity, so your angst and embarrassment isn’t plastered all over every grocery checkout stand in the known universe. Small mercies.
Break-Up Survival Kit• A journal, pens, a glue stick, scissors |
If you’re lucky, you only go through a painful break-up once or twice a lifetime. Here are a few tried and true ways to weather the emotional storm:
Reconnect With Your Support System
Nothing beats a long talk with a good friend or close family member. They can be your sounding board, a supportive voice when self-doubt creeps up on you,or just a reassuring hand on your shoulder. It’s nice to have someone to lean on when you feel your life is falling down around you. Maybe put together that Saturday night movie club or a gourmet dinner club.Scream
That’s right, vocalize your hurt. Give it a voice - a shrill voice with lots of rage and expletives. Then when you have no voice left, break something. Then stomp on it. Then cry. Repeat as necessary.Make A List
What were the good parts of the relationship? The bad parts? Put them into columns and take a good hard look. Learn anything? Does it tell you anything about qualities to look for in a mate next time around? It should.Do Not Call Your Ex
Oh look! There’s your cell phone! Their number is on speed dial! You’re two thumb twitches away from (dumb de dumb dumb) telling them exactly how they ruined your life. STOPPP! Do not call your ex! Delete him or her from your contacts list on all your phones. Write off any belongings you still have at his/her pad. Cut the cord and buy a journal…or some shoes…or something. Just, whatever you do, don’t call. It’ll just slow down your recovery. Consider making this pact with yourself.
The “No Contact” Contract:
I hereby pledge that I will not prolong my anguish by attempting to contacting my ex or to orchestrate any elaborate “accidental” meeting with him or her. My healing has now begun and I will avoid re-opening those wounds like I would avoid a bear trap in the woods. I promise that, by “contacting my ex” I mean every single form of communication from IM, to chat boards, to friends passing messages, to sending smoke signals from yonder mountain. I will not call or write, I will not try to reach him/her through the spirit world, and I will not think about my ex. Okay, I probably will think about my ex… quite a bit in fact. But I promise that this phenomenon will diminish over time.
Signed: (Your Name Here) _________________________ _________
Dated: (Today’s Date Here) _________________________ ________
Avoid The Rebound Trap
Take some time to be alone and let your heart recover from the blow. Try to resist the urge to treat the wounds of old love with the anesthetic of new love. What your wounds need is oxygen. Use the time to reflect on what was good and bad with the relationship and what you want out of the next relationship. Check out this practical advice or congratulate yourself for being rid of the guy.Shake It Up
Try a new thing. Is there something you’ve always want to try but didn’t? Better yet, pick something your ex NEVER wanted to try (or never would try). It’ll take your mind off things, reintroduce fun into your life and help you break unproductive thought patters.Run, Run, Run Away
We don’t mean permanently. Maybe just for a few days. Is there someplace you’ve been aching to explore? Sometimes travel helps you gain a distance and perspective from problems that’s otherwise hard to get. A massage couldn’t hurt either.Try Retail Therapy
If you’re a guy, perhaps a new video game or gadget will help you fill the void for a week or so. If you’re a woman, well, you know what to do.Adopt a Pet
Hey, don’t laugh. Animals are excellent grief counselors. They don’t offer unhelpful advice designed to make themselves more important. They don’t secretly roll their eyes at you when you tell them what went wrong for the billionth time (as far as we know). Plus, they tend to keep their eye on the big picture. You know, food, water, pooping. There’s a lesson there.Work Out
Kickboxing anyone? Hgh-impact workouts are a great post-break-up release. Anything that allows you to use your anger in positive ways is good. Heck, tape a picture of your ex on a speed bag and go at it. Working out also helps you avoid other ruts like over-eating, drinking too much, or channel flipping until your thumb gets carpel tunnel. Or try Gabby Reese & Sheryl Crow’s six-week plan to better health and strength.Go Ahead and Read "Those Books"
Skim your way to emotional well being. It’s okay, nobody will judge you. Especially if you keep strangely titled books like "Be The Powerful You," or "Good Riddance, I Miss You" safely hidden in the wall safe behind the framed Monet poster. There’s good advice in there.Get Back In the Saddle
After some time has passed, take a break from self-pity and grab a cup-a-joe with a stranger. Start by definitely NOT trying to find “the one” again. Not ready? Maybe even you just browse the online dating sites… It couldn’t hurt.I know, I know. What’s the point, right? I myself often wonder that same thing. I mean, what’s the use of going to the trouble of finding someone who’ll probably end up breaking my heart one way or another? Just why do we give everything to someone, when only pain comes in return? Why wait for something that might never come? The answer is “love”. Love truly does conquer all.
Imagine this: Somewhere in the world there is this amazing person walking around who is completely unaware that you exist and that you both are destined to be together. That person is attractive, smart, fun loving, and has an exquisite sense of humanity. Once you meet that person, you will feel as if you’ve been waiting all your life to meet them.
Wiken..
Minggu ni ingatkan nak dok umah.Kemas umah.Mop sana mop sini.Tapi Sabtu pagi tu menerima panggilan dr Anjang.Katanya die dan abah sudah smp ke Tjg Malim,umah Andak.Dlm kul 11 bertolak ke Cyberjaya utk mengambil aku langsung ke opis Andak di Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia.So aku pun lek2 kool golek2 atas tilam sbb mase tu baru pukul 9.Dlm kul 11.30,Anjang sms "dah ade kat Shah Alam.Stengah jam lagi smp.Tunggu kat bawah".Lalu mandi manda dan bersiap dgn huru hara.Pastu terus turun,derang dah smp.Seb baik tak kene carutz ngan Anjang.Hik.
Meneruskan perjalanan ke Putrajaya.Bawak abah jenjln keliling Putrajaya.Pastu terus ke opis Andak.Andak adalah Nazir Sekolah.So sembang2 sat.Amek2 gambar.Update family blog kat situ,terus ke makan di Bangi.Mase tu dah kul 2.30.Lapar giler ni.Pastu sesat plak.Andak lupe jln nak ke kedai itu.Die call staff die,suh tunjukkan jln kpd 'tuan'.Mrasa suruh org bawahan tunjukkan jln kan?Haha.
Pastu smp la kami ke Anje Nasi Beriani Gam Johor.Sedap giler plis.Murah sgt.Sepinggan RM5 je.Mane nak dpt nasik beriani sepinggan RM5 yg lengkap segala ayam/daging/kambing ngan dalca,sayur,papedom?Pastu byk plak tu?Aku ala2 takut tgk die bubuh nasik tu kot2 tak abes kan?Tapi abes.Cemane?*matila perut 8.Puas ati giler beb.Mmg aku rekemenkan restoran ini kpd sesiape yg suke makan nasik beriani.Best giler.
Dgn perut yg maha kekenyangan tu,kami menuju ke rumah Alang.Kebetulan Yong pun ader.So bergossip sakan la kami kan?Mcm setahun tak jumpe.Padehal baru 10 hari.Wahahaha.Then meneruskan perjalanan ke rumah rakan rapat keluarga di Bukit Setiawangsa.Die la yg menguruskan jenazah mak dulu.So sebagai tanda penghargaan kami pun pegi la melawat die di sane.Ops.Rumah besa plis.Maklumla menantu Dato'.Dato' apa tatau tak sempat tanya.Pastu dijamu lagi kami dgn makanan sedap2.Kari kepala ikan,ayam goreng,siakap sweet sour.Pergh.Langkah kanan yg besar sbb mlm tu derang ade family gathering.Alhamdulillah rezeki.Walaupun masih kenyang ngan nasik beriani,tapi makan lagi.Mane leh lepas peluang makan sedap2 ni kan?*matila 2-3 menjak ni perut transform jadi 8.Dulu 4 jer.Ops.
Sebut pasal makan,mmg 2-3 menjak ni perut ni terasa terlalu besar utk menyumbat makanan.Pasal nyer,tak penah cukup.Asik meminta minta.Haih.Risau benar dgn perubahan perut ni.Pipi pun makin mengembang.Adakah perubahan hormon?Atau penambahan hormon makan?Haha.MOJ.Janji aku sehat aku enjoy ape yg aku makan (walaupun risau jugak pasal tak benti2 makan) B pun mengalami sindrom yg same.Tapi die menyalahkan winter di Jepun sana.Aku nak salahkan sape?Winter bukan nyer ade pun kat Mesia ni.Wahahaha.Hanjs.
Lepas makan2 yg maha hebat hari tu,pulang ke rumah Yong.Abah sedikit sebak bile melangkah masuk ke rumah Yong.Abah diam jer.Sesekali nmpk die mengesat air mata yg jatuh.Sebak terkenangkan arwah mak yg meninggal dirumah Yong.Saat2 akhir mak adalah disitu.Kami biarkan abah melayan perasaan die.Pastu sume org masuk tido.
Then Ahad,sume balik ke destinasi masing2.Andak ke Tanjung Malim bersama Abah dan Anjang.Then Abah ngan Anjang meneruskan perjalanan ke Taiping.Aku pun meneruskan perjalanan ke Cyberjaya bersama Abob.
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Nk pi UK jugak...^_*
Hari ni ade sorang opismate aku benti keje sbb ikut laki pi UK sbb kene transfer ke sana.Aku jeles plis.Mrasa dpt pi UK ni.Aku ingat laki die sambung belaja ke haper.Rupenyer ditransfer ke sana.Haih.Dan2 terlintas dlm pale otak "Jap gik call Abob.Suh die keje rajin2.Pastu bos die suruh transfer oversea.Mrasa ikut suami katanya" Haha.Mampu verangan je la kan.Tapi mane tau jadi kenyataan.Kan?
*to Yanti: I'm gonna miss u.Selamat berada di negara org.Jgn lupa kami kat sini.Huhu.(saya jeles same Yanti tau.......)
Ulcer vs Bonjela
Sejak ari Jumaat,mulut aku sikit sakit sbb ulcer.So ari Sabtu,aku pesan kat Abob before dtg umah aku,tolong belikan Bonjela.Sbb dah sakit sgt.Bibir pun dah terjuih seksi sbb bengkak sgt.Haha.Mlm tu before masuk panggung,aku mcm nak sapu Bonjela kat tmpt ulcer tu.Aku korek2 beg,tak jumpe.Korek2 lagi,tak jumpe.
Aku: Ish mane bonjela ni.Mmg la beg ni...........
Abob: Ape?Beg sampah? (read:Abob kan kate beg aku beg sampah)
Aku: Tak la.Beg ni besar.Byk brg.Susah nak carik. :p
Abob: Heheheheheh.Dan2 byk brg.Padehal byk sampah
Aku: Sewdah
Mlm ni,aku nak sapu lagi bonjela.Mmg beg aku byk brg smpkan bonjela yg kecik cepoet tu pun susah nak carik.Tapi takde sampah pun.So beg aku tu bukan beg sampah.Tapi beg serbaguna sbb mcm2 ade.Dr payung,kipas,2 thumb drive,perfume,segala mak nenek ubat ubatan (read: tiger balm,bonjela,inhaler,eye mo) smp la brg2 mekap.Mane la beg aku tak berat.Huhuhu.Mase kuar ngan Abob,beg tu jugak la tmpt die sumbat cd2 game die,sumbat air mineral,sumbat wallet ngan henpon ngan kunci kete.Tapi dok kutuk beg aku beg sampah kan?
Ops..aku tak bersalah
Suatu ptg,diopis,busan....
mohju: hik
mohju: cam xmen betmenten malam ni
mohju: penat semacam
mohju: aneh
ahama: penat?
mohju: tula
mohju: cam kehilangan tenaga
ahama: kau byk pk kot.lalu badan sakit sekali
mohju: hahaha
mohju: nak beli areomatherapy
ahama: aromatherapy mmg byk membanti
ahama: membanti tu ape weh?
ahama: ahhahahah
ahama: *membantu
mohju: ahahaha
ahama: yg mcm bole lena yg best
mohju: ingatkan bembanting
mohju: bembanting lak
mohju: astaga
ahama: ok bembanting tu ape pulak?
ahama: ahhahaha
ahama: hanjs sakit perut gelak
mohju: ala-ala kene pi berehat di tempat mewah tp tak mampu baya kos tinggi
mohju: hanjs
*kesalahan menaip mewujudkan perkataan yg fani.
Pelbagai kejadian
Jumaat
Tiada pekerjaan di opis.Blog hopping,carik resipi,buat business research,haplod gamba.Tamat opis hour,ajak Yanie ke Alamanda utk membeli barang sambil bergossip.Maklum la pelbagai kejadian dan berita terjadi selepas event Langkawi hari tu.So aku meluahkan segala kemelut rasa kpd Yanie.Aku ngan Yanie mmg tak penah berahsia.Biarlah dia dan 'org itu' yg tahu apa sebenarnya yg terjadi.Thanx guys for your help.I really apprecite it.Dan kpd 'org itu yg berkenaan',past is past.I never gonna turn back.Learn from your mistakes.Move on.Appreciate whoever dan whatever around u.And u'll never regret the outcome.I always pray for your success in career and relationship.And I hope u also can do the same to me.Let us grow up and leave the past behind.I've chose this path.I don't even know what's coming infront of me.If I hit a hole,I will find a way to avoid it in the future.There are always ups and downs.Just be prepared.There're no right and wrong way.It's up to u to take the risk.Insyaallah He will help u.
Sabtu
Hari ni aku menjemput bbrp rakan dtg ke rumah utk makan tgh hari.Raya Korban yg lepas aku ade bawak balik daging korban.Agak byk jugak la.Hampir 1 kilo.Jadi saya memasak Soto Daging dan Kek Coklat.Tatau la sedap atau tidak yg pasti Soto Daging tu hampir habes.Hehe.Terima kasih kpd tetamu yg dtg.Len kali kalo ada makan2 lagi,sila lah dtg yer.Hehe.
Sebelah mlm nyer pula,kuar dating ngan Abob.
*ops terpaksa disambung sebentar lagi.Sbb Abob dah smp bersama anak2 saya.Sukaaaa.......
Iee rindu nyer ngan Cek Beng dan Bie.Seminggu tak jumpe.Makin besar dan gummok anak2 saye itew.Pandai Abob jage.Time kasih juge kat bakal mama mertua sbb tolong carikan Bie yg hilang sekejap.Tau2 jer dah ade kawan lain di luar rumah.Seb baik tak jln jejauh.Kalo tak mau aku meraung kehilangan anak dara tersayang.
So where were we?Oh dating ngan Abob.Lepas jamuan ringkas itu selesai,mlm tu kami pergi ke Mines menonton Night at the Museum.Hanjs fani giler cite tu.Seb baik lam panggung kalo tak mau gelak guling.Mmg sesuai utk anda2 yg mengalami tekanan perasaan dan keserabutan pale otak pegi menonton cite ni.Seriyes fani.Tgk muke Ben Stiller tu pun dah bole gelak.Muahahhaha.
Before masuk panggung,aku cam teringin nak minum Choc Shake kat McD.Mase bukak purse,amek duit,nak baya....
Abob: Tuka la gamba aku tu.Letak gamba aku yg paling latest.
Aku: Takmo lah.Gamba baru kau gemuk.
Abob: Yer lah...(pergi menyorok blakang banner)
Aku: Eh sentap ker?Hik.
Ahad
Ikut plan asal nak ikut Jujus dan Yanie gi Midvalley mencari rumah baru utk cucu2 Jujus.Tapi disbbkan kepenatan yaamats aku terpaksa batalkan hasrat itu.Lagipun dapo tak sempat nak kemas.Hosmet sume takde.Ntah gi mane.So aku memulakan tugas membersihkan rumah sambil tu masak 2 bungkus nasik impit nak makan ngan lebihan kuah soto smlm.Ingatkan nak simpan seketul nasik impit tu utk hosmet aku.Sekali aku bantai sume,2 ketul nasik impit.Seketul utk tgh hari,seketul utk mlm.Aku yg mcm,"eh byk nyer aku makan." Yg mcm aku rase tak kenyang2.Rase nak makannnnn jer.Hik.Dan aku mendapat tepukan gemuruh dr Jaa dan Abob sbb berjaya menghabiskan 2 ketul besar nasik impit dlm masa 1 hari.Cool.
Isnin
Hari ni menerima berita tak baik dr seseorang.Beliau ditimpa musibah yg besar utk dirinya.Aku kira permulaan tahun baru yg tak best utk dia.Aku harap dia bersabar.Ingat Allah.Sesungguhnya Allah itu tidak kejam terhadap hambaNya.Anggaplah sume tu dugaan utk kau menjadi lebih tabah,kuat dan matang utk kau hadapi hari2 yg seterusnya.Dan ingat,aku akan sentiasa berada di sisi kau utk memberi sokongan.
Anak2 aku sudah kembali ke rumah.Aku sgt happy........
Saling Terpesona
tercipta, saat tak dijangka
sukar untuk ku percaya
dengan pantas masa
bawa kita berdua
dengar lagu, nyanyikanlah
melodi yang indah
hiburkanlah tiap jiwa yang berduka lara
alunan suara
bisa mengusik jiwa
memikat hatiku
bila kita bersama
mesranya berbicara
hilang getar di dada
saling terpesona
namun tak bermakna kucinta
bila kita bersua
kau buat kuselesa
wajah manis dan ceria
kita saling teruja
namun tak bermakna kucinta
terpancar, kehebatan di mata
kurasakan semangat mu
ku jua kagumi caramu
setia melayar mimpi
dengar lagu, nyanyikanlah
melodi yang indah
hiburkanlah tiap jiwa yang berduka lara
alunan suara
bisa mengusik jiwa
memikat hatiku
bila kita bersama
mesranya berbicara
hilang getar di dada
saling terpesona
namun tak bermakna kucinta
bila kita bersua
kau buat kuselesa
wajah manis dan ceria
kita saling teruja
namun tak bermakna kucinta
kau dan aku memiliki impian
meski berbeda
jalan dan haluan
seiringan merentasi dugaan
sinar harapan
pastikan menjelma
hiburkanlah tiap jiwa yang berduka lara
alunan suara
bisa mengusik jiwa memikat hatiku
dikau dan aku cuma saling terpesona
Emotion
It's over and done
But the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to
Instead of me tonight?
And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
Lost in the song
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight?
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight
I'm there at your side,
I'm part of all the things you are
But you've got a part of someone else
You've got to find your shining star
And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
Lost in the song
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight?
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight
And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
Lost in the song
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight?
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight
Harapan
Doaku agar kaukan selalu bahagia,
Agar kau temui insan tulus menyayangimu,
Lepaskanlah diriku kerna keredhaanmu,
Bukan kerna dendam jua bukan kerna kau terpaksa,
Ku tinggalkan memori bersamamu,
Kuundur diri bersama harapan.
Chorus :
Tidak kesampaian cinta kita,
Kubawa harapan kupendam rahsia,
Ku dikejauhan mendoakan,
Agar kau bahgia tiada lagi duka.
Daku rela mengundur diri,
Ku pasti dikaukan fahami ...
Tiada penyesalan kasihku korbankan
Andai telah tertulis kuterima ini bukannya kupinta,
Oh pergilah dikau diiringi keikhlasanku,
Cuma pengalaman mengisi kekosongan mimpiku...
*Lagu2 diatas ade kene mengene dgn kehidupan aku 2-3 menjak ini.Biarlah hanya bbrp 'org itu' yg memahami.Kite hanya menghargai sesuatu itu setelah ianya hilang dr genggaman.Bile dah hilang,baru nak menyesal yg kite tak berpegang kuat2 akan bende itu.Tapi biarlah kite harapkan yg baik2 saja utk yg akan datang.Tinggalkan yg lepas.Move forward.Follow the flow.He will leads u the way.Pray for the best.
Kucen vs Baby
Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha dan Selamat Datang 2007
Hari ni 3 Januari 2007.Rase nyer blom terlambat utk aku wish Selamat Tahun Baru kpd sume.Harap2 kedatangan tahun baru ni memberi sinar dan harapan yg lebih cemerlang utk kite.Dan semoga kite semakin tabah dan matang dlm mengharungi hidup yg akan datang.
Dan Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Korban.Tahun ni kami 7 beradik menunaikan ibadah korban.Seekor lembu,7 bahagian,7 adik beradik.So pepagi raye,sblm gi smayang raye,menziarah kubur mak.Sedih,sayu,pilu,perasaan bercampur aduk.Lepas tahlil,bace doa,siram air mawar ke kubur mak,bersedia utk smayang raya.Abah melaungkan takbir raya.Hati aku sayu sgt sbb aku dpt dengar kesayuan suara abah melaungkan takbir raya.Suara abah tersekat sekat tapi die dpt kontrol jugak akhirnye.Aku yg tak dpt control air mata.Aku menangis terkenangkan arwah mak.Selalu nyer dtg ngan mak utk smayang raya.Tahun ni,dtg ngan adik beradik je.
So lepas smayang raya,balik rumah,tunggu pakcik sembelih lembu tu dtg.Kire ni second time aku tgk org sembelih lembu.First time tu ala2 takut2 gak la.Tapi kali ni ok jer.Lepas sembelih tu,ade la 5-6 org pakcik melapah daging.Dlm tgh hari,dah setel melapah sume.Ptg sket gi beraya umah kazen.
Besok nyer,1 Januari 2007,kami buat kenduri dan tahlil.Hari tu jugak,besday abah.So kami adik beradik buat surprise utk abah.Aku ditugaskan utk membuat kek.So aku buat kek coklat,siap topping dan hiasan sket.Then kami beli hadiah utk abah.Mase kami kumpul ramai2 letak kek depan abah,airmate abah dah bergenang.Lepas Andak bace doa,abah ckp ngan kami semua.
"Terime kasih utk anak2 atas ingatan ni.Hari ni genap abah berusia 63 tahun.Abah tak rancang nak sambut ape2 sbb abah masih terkenangkan arwah mak.Jadi abah mintak kpd anak2,bagi masa kat abah utk bertenang dulu.Abah mengharung hidup dgn arwah mak selama 39 tahun 11 bulan.Satu tempoh yg cukup lama dan segala kenangan abah dgn arwah mak masih segar dlm ingatan abah.Bagaimana susah senang kami harungi utk membesarkan anak2,susah senang mencari duit,sumenyer tak dpt abah lupekan.Biarlah segala kenangan tu luput ditelan masa.Pesanan abah utk anak2 dan cucu2,tunaikan solat 5 waktu.Jgn tinggal.Lepas smayang,bace doa utk arwah mak.Setiap mlm Jumaat,sedekahkan Yassin buat arwah mak.Agar die tenang disana.Lepas anak2 balik dan menjalani tanggungjawap anak2,akan bermulalah dugaan hebat buat abah.Buat anak2 yg bekerja,tunaikan pekerjaan anak2 dgn ikhlas dan bertanggungjawap.Agar usaha anak2 diberkati dan rezeki anak2 bertambah.Niatkan pekerjaan itu,kerna Allah Taala."
Mase abah ckp tu,suare die tersekat-sekat.Kami pun nangis sekali.Kami paham perasaan abah.Mmg die sayang sgt dgn arwah mak.Kami pun sayang ngan arwah mak.Mmg dugaan besar utk keluarga aku.Yg hanya dpt kami buat skarang,berdoa dan membuat amal kebajikan atas name mak.Semoga arwah mak tenang disana.Amin
*ingat nak update panjang2 tapi skang ni aku mengalami mix emotion.mungkin perlu bertenang dan rileks.Maaf andai entry ni terlalu emosi dan ntah pape.